On close encounter with Death!

What have I learnt on my close encounter with Death!

That nothing does matter in the face of death.

When alive we are invincible and when closer to death we are vincible.

Ego, love, power, friends, family and anything we deem eternal struggle in the face of death.

When I now realize that men and life is so fragile.

I now find nothing reliable to hold on to.

Surprisingly, all seems so real when we are busy living.

But all gets so unreal in the face of death.

Whom to mourn for, or do I yearn for.

Sorry to say, but the family and friends I have now, matters nothing in the face of death.

This body that I foolishly counted upon; now I realize is so unreliable and fragile.

Not sure what can I hold on to, that stands for strength.

Then why am I living and for what purpose.

Life may no longer matter to me, but does for those who take it real.

So when we find no purpose to live our own life.

Let's live it for others for whom it matters all.

Now I realize how important solitude it.

None can take the share of my pain or my death.

My desire has been shaken as everything can be taken back

Completely unplanned, how strongly I try to hold on to it.