Illusion of Infatuation

I see someone often even though how dull she is.

But I say I fell in love, but it must be that I got used her.

Love is self-sustaining and humans are subject to change

So aren't we humans unworthy of love.

Call it care, sympathy, desire; but never confuse it with love.

Why then I fall in love with the prettiest girls,

But lest care if I fall unworthy of her, while ignoring that she is too precious.

Human infatuation is like recipe; it can sustain only when changed too often.

And why infatuation do not last beyond two years.

And none will admit, even it they stay together that it's not love.

But some kind or dependency or a habit.

We have a lot a habit we seem to undermine the ugly part of it.

We start loving eating pig while it is such a shittiest animal.

There is nothing more real than I am at least for myself.

So never objectify love as it is for sure to fail.

Who knows if your lover dies too soon when love is still raw.

It is absolutely rare for anyone to not hunt for another lover in such a case.

But never trust those who say I am independent and need no lover.

They are the nutty depressed ones, if they don't admit, depression will for sure chase them.

Admit that love is there in us; let's not conclude if it's good or bad.

But it is just not worthy of anything in this world.

But never for sure confuse desire with love.

Trust not the poets who romanticized love so much.

They were the morons, if not all, most of them wrote when drunk.

I am not sure whom or what can love consume.

I will not conclude, but better find if there is at all any. 

But I am for sure, I will fail in that, so I do not want to try too long.

One thing that I like, if at all I love; I will try hard to love for love's sake.

I know it sounds dramatic, and I know for sure I will fail.

But that is the only way I know works whether I ever succeed at it or not.

And for whatever sake let me never say I love car or to go to a bar.

That's a desire and not love.